Friday, 11 May 2012

I love it when u write me sweet little notes and letters. I always find myself trying to think of new words to describe you and how spiritually/emotionally/miraculously beautiful you are to me. I haven't thought up any good ones yet, but I'm thinking I need to start to read more poetry to become better versed in how to describe a man like yourself. I am find myself laughing and smilling endlesly, because thinking about just fills me with happiness and joy, I can't help but let out a giggle here and a chuckle there. And I just shake my head and think "this cannot be happening...how can I be this blessed!?!!" I mean, I know we went through some hard times, but could I have possibly deserved this? I mean this is just TOO GREAT! You're TOO GREAT. Seriously, tell me how I'm not supposed to feel humbled to my knees knowing I've got such a beautiful gift from above. I don't even know anyone who gets to feel this way, so why me? Well, if there is one thing I have come to know, it is that God is much more merciful than we often give him credit for. And I will receive this mercy and kindness with the greatest of gratitude.  Dumisani Maphanga, I really do thank God everyday for you.

Oh, and what you said about you loving me more than anything in this world...I know exactly how you feel. I'm actually less nervous each day (less nervous but more excited!!!). The anxiety I felt has just been replaced with warmth and confidence. Yes, all will be well...in fact, I think I speak for both of us when I say that at last, all is finally well, everything is coming together for the ultimate good. I could not possibly feel happier (and yet something tells me it's only going to get better, so GET USED TO IT).     

Aahhhhh! Your words give me life! You are the very definition of amazing. I love that I am your sweetheart!  baby, nothing will give me greater pleasure than loving you! I mean it. Loving you, not to mention being loved by you, is the most satisfying feeling I've known...it is like it is life itself pounding through my veins. But goodness, to be loved by you, the way you love me for all the right reasons, absolutely melts me. I am determined to be a better woman, I am confident you will bring out the very best in me. So thank you....

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